What lies ahead,
For no one knows.
The path that we may take,
Or the one we already chose….
What lies ahead,
For no one knows.

There comes a time,
Of what will be.
Lead the way,
For you and me….
Open your mind,
Do not suppose.
Take your own path…..
This way no one knows….

What lies ahead,
The way is Brave and Bold.
Think for yourself,
Not as your told.
Till you know true,
In your heart and soul.
Rise above today,
Or pay the ultimate toll.
A slave you will become,
To those who will pay the price within.
For when Heaven’s Gate calls,
That One that forgives all and lets you in.
Linger for eternity,
In Darkness alone.
Through Mist, Fire and Ash,
That Path becomes your very own.
The choice is yours,
What will it be?
A slave to Them,
Or be FREE!

The Light shows the way paved in Emeralds and Gold!
A sight of mesmerizing beauty to behold!
Free from Pain, Suffering, Emptiness, Desire, and Lust!
A Tropical Paradise,
endless beaches of warm caramel sands.

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Against My Will

Fleeting thoughts of unspoken words against my will.
For no one knows what may become………..
For now, time must stand still.
If I act danger shall abide,
I trust myself not…
Fleeting thoughts must run and hide.
A calm within must remain
envision love and peace,
or forever insane.
Chains are bound,
Below ground….
Rise above,
Morning Dove….
Free at last!
As thoughts always fade.
Like over time, bright always returns to shade……

Fleeting thoughts of unspoken words against my will.
For no one knows what may become still………..
Return from the dead,
arise my love…
Heaven sent,
goddess from above…
Acts of grace I do desire,
but fleeting thoughts of,
Darkness and fire!

Unspoken words remain……
Please leave me alone……
In God, I do………
For the Reaper, he hath shown.
For the Darkness consumes…
For the Devil he assumes….
A slave I shall become!

But……….
fleeting thoughts of unspoken words against my will,
For no one knows what may become still……….
Thank the Lord, as thoughts always fade.
Like over time, bright always returns to shade……
That Darkness fades….
And light shines through…
Love and Peace,
And my heart shall ensue.

Return to light!
Abandon the night!
Thoughts begin!
Free from sin!
Control the mind!
And you shall find!
Fleeting thoughts abound!
Without a sound!
Unspoken words of ill!
Never still!
Back to light!
Never to return to night!
But……….
fleeting thoughts of unspoken words against my will,
For no one knows what may become still……….

raven

Joshua D. Aiken
1/2/2018

 

Change

In life, a time comes to change..
But change brings challenge….
And challenge brings discomfort and unrest
And discomfort leads to anxiety and agitation.
Change….. I am too uncomfortable…….I am familiar…….anxiety dissolves….
I return……only wishing to change….but change brings challenge……
Today I am lazy! Tomorrow I will reign! I rest comfortably……
Tomorrow is a new day…..Now comes change! Oh no……Here it comes….

A heightened wave abound within, with butterflies I begin to float, the time comes for me to break free, but this shit within is killing me. The Wave is heightened….higher I fly! Yesterday came and went….. today I must try! I begin to spin… sickness sets in…..Why do I feel so ill? This change is for the best for myself, family, and friends…..Why is this so hard and brings me so much pain? I am going insane! Fuck this I say! I tried but failed, and I feel comfortable with it. But I failed! It must be familiar to me, because with the familiar I am comfortable. Tomorrow is a new day. Tomorrow I will reign!

 

 

 

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Universal Laws of Attraction

           You are in a great mood, all is going well, you and your coworkers are joking around and laughing, all of a sudden that dreaded coworker opens the door,  bitter and upset about all the bad things happening that morning, approaches but never speaks a word. The room suddenly quiets! An instant wave of tension and anxiety brews within. All of a sudden you are not so happy and feeling great anymore! You look around at your coworkers and the same facial expressions appear- disgust and frustration!. The atmosphere goes from a happy joyful positive to a irritating unpleasant negative just because that one employee walks in. How is it possible that one person can change the moods of a whole group, even without uttering a single word, just by mere presence ?